Wow. Just… wow.
Honestly, I feel like the above two sentences could sufficiently convey my feelings towards this show. However, I also feel like a two-sentence blog post would be cheating everyone who reads it, so I’ll try and expand on this.
I was a late bloomer in the theatre department of my high school, only getting involved at the start of my Junior year. However, it didn’t take me long at all to realize that waiting was the biggest mistake of my life. I swore to myself that in college, I wouldn’t hesitate to be part of this fantastic department. Therefore, when I got here, I attempted to get into anything and everything I could. My first week of school, I had seven auditions in four days.
Somehow, one of those auditions landed me the role of Gonzales.
I was overjoyed when I received the news of my casting, but shortly after hearing, I started thinking, which, in my case, is never a good thing. I started thinking of the pressure. Of being looked down upon by those with exponentially greater training and experience than I. Of walking that tightrope between being the annoying leech of a freshman that the upperclassmen can’t shake off and being the uninvolved, unmotivated freshman who’s just not giving the amount of effort that something like this takes.
I’d like to think that my balance hasn’t failed me yet. But as I try and stay in the air, I can take comfort in the fact that I am surrounded by the most caring, supportive, and nurturing people in the world. Within one month, I can already say that I absolutely adore the members of this department. They are nice, helpful, and patient, and god knows they need all three to be able to deal with me, and for that I thank them. After leaving all my friends from my high school’s theatre department and entering a sea of new faces, I am happy to say that the people I have worked with here so far are the exact type of people who make me want to do theatre for the rest of my life.
Within the first few rehearsals, I have already seen unparalleled dedication, professionalism, and sheer love for the art within my fellow actors and techs. I now know that if I ever fall behind, I know exactly who to look up to to get my bearings and try to catch up. It reminds me of how birds fly in formation. The strongest ones head to the front, which somehow gives those behind them a boost. I’m definitely bringing up the rear here, but those that give me a boost and help me glide are doing a fantastic job at doing just that, whether they realize it or not. I doubt I will ever be able to pay them back, but I know that within the coming years, I will be doing my best to pay it forward. The same goes for those who I have helped with lighting. The knowledge that Bethany and Taylor have imparted to me in this field is something I will never be able to return, so the best thing for me to do is to continue to pass it on.
In only two rehearsals, I have had my eyes opened repeatedly, laughed along with the people I will be spending a great majority of the next month with, been impressed beyond belief who knows how many times, and learned more than I ever did in 4 years of high school drama classes and shows.
I can already tell I’m going to love it here.
-Edgar McKewen-Moreno